The Sky Is Falling

I am having my first snow in New York this year today. Not really snow, just piled up sleet. It was real pretty when I came to work this morning, but now it looks like dirty slush on the road. Perfect weather for me to bust my ass while trying to get to the train.


I am having a My Bloody Valentines Day night tonite. I am going to eat a rare steak, watch a scary movie and have some red wine. Then I am going to contemplate where all my relationships went wrong. Not where I went wrong of course. I have figured out it is not me. If it is me, then I really just can't care.


Speaking of which, I have lost someone that is very close to my heart. No, he's not dead, just being a complete ass over something so minor and stupid that I cannot even fathom it on my dumbest of days. I can't ask, because he is not talking to me. Still, I am heartsick over it.


What's a girl to do?